HOW TO CAST A SCROLL SPREAD
I MUST LEARN TO TRUST IN MY WORDS, FOR MY CHILDHOOD TRUTHS TELL ME JUST WHAT I NEED TO HEAR, SOMETIMES WHEN I LEAST WANT TO HEAR IT. THIS IS AS DIFFICULT TO ACCEPT AS IT IS MAGICAL TO RELAY, FOR TO BE THE CREATOR, I MUST BE THE STORY.
WE ARE ALL PROGRAMMED TO FEEL WHAT WE NEED TO FEEL. BUT YOU ALREADY KNEW THAT DIDN'T YOU? THE QUESTION IS: DID WE PROGRAM OURSELVES? IS OUR LONG-TERM SELF-CONCEPT ONE OF OUR OWN CONCEPTION? WE MAY NEVER KNOW THE ANSWER TO THIS QUERY, BUT WE CERTAINLY ARE CAPABLE OF FEELING IT; OUR INTUITION IS AN INHERENT UNDERSTANDING OF TRUTH, IT IS A DEEPLY FELT KNOWLEDGE OF ALL THAT THERE IS AND ALL THAT THERE CAN BE, ALL THAT WE ARE IF ONLY WE CHOOSE TO EXIST WITHIN OURSELVES AS AN ACTIVE PARTICIPANT, OUTSIDE OURSELVES AS A WILLING COMMUNAL ENTITY, QUESTIONING TOGETHER, SEEKING THE MANY POSSIBILITIES. WE YEARN FOR "SOLUTIONS" BUT NOTHING NEEDS FIXING ... BUT PERHAPS, AT THE END OF THE DAY, AT THE CONCLUSION OF OUR WORLDY JOURNEYS, WE COME TO SEE THAT WE ARE ALL PIECES OF THE SAME SENSORY PUZZLE. WHEN WE COME TOGETHER TO LOOK FOR ANSWERS TO SUCH THEORIES -- WHERE WE GO WHEN WE GO, WHO WE ARE, WHAT WE ARE AND HOW WE CAME TO BE -- IN THESE MOMENTS OF COLLECTIVE RESPONSIBILITY, THIS IS HOW WE MAY TRULY SEE WHAT WE NEED TO SEE -- BEYOND SEEING, BEING BEYOND BEING -- THIS IS THE DEFINITION OF DIVINE BRAVERY. WITH GRATITUDE, WE MUST EMBRACE THIS MIRACULOUS OPPORTUNITY WHICH WE HAVE BEEN LUCKY ENOUGH TO RECEIVE... NOW TELL ME, ARE YOU WILLING TO LISTEN TO LEARN, ARE YOU READY TO BE TRULY FREE?
THIS PROCESS IS NOT ONLY FOR ME. MY FRIEND NACHA TOO SEEKED GUIDANCE ON A MORAL QUANDARY: "WHAT DO I DO ABOUT THIS VOID IN ME? THIS DRAINING UNCERTAINTY?" THE SCROLLS WHICH SPILLED OUT OF THEIR VESSEL SHARED A CERTAIN TRUTH: "AM I RUNNING FROM EMPTY ON EMPTY? WHEN WILL ENOUGH BE ENOUGH?" NACHA KNEW THIS WAS THE ANSWER, KNEW IT WAS JUST WHAT THEY NEEDED TO HEAR, WHEN THEY LEAST WANTED TO HEAR IT... BUT HOW TO STOP RUNNING WHEN NOTHING FEELS LIKE A SOUL-HARROWING EVERYTHING? -- AND SO, THEY ASKED THE SCROLLS: "HOW? WHAT DO I NEED TO RISE?" AND SO, THE SCROLLS SHARED WHAT THEY ALREADY FELT, WHAT THEY ALREADY KNEW. THE ANSWER: "HORMONES." THEY KNEW THIS TO BE TRUE, FOR IN ORDER TO BE TRUE TO THEMSELVES THEY RECOGNIZE NOW WHAT THEY MUST DO: TIME TO TAKE THE LEAP TIME TO EMBRACE THEIR IDENTITY FULLY... TIME TO START ON T!